RANT//VENT//URGH!

• I STILL DIDNT GET MY PAYCHECK. IM CALLING THEM TOMORROW OMG. ITS BEEN MORE THAT 2 WEEKS

• OH AND I GOT A CAMP JOB. I'm a one on one counselor  of this 3 yr old non verbal kid. He's really hyper and active. I cant even. Therefore I am quitting. This is my last week. And it's really far. It's like at the other side of the world *ultimate exaggeration*, yeah but it's out of Toronto. And it takes me an hour and 10 minutes, when the bus is on time. and 2 hours if the bus takes forever. It sucks. The pay isn't much either ): .
  
  
  • Hopefully, the contract was only set for 2 weeks. If not I'm doomed. total of freaking 60$ . IT A WASTE.
  
  

• I am breaking out like crazy. I already have this regular  breakoutzz. And this summer heat, and the heavy sunscreen and occasional makeup.
  
  
  ahh life of a fifteen year old. who just wants money.
  
  SO MUCH FOR PREPARING A LIST. SEE PREVIOUS POST
  
  *i have a blog dedicated for  pouring out my ongoing life frustrations. and i am not going to mention it here ever. I just want you guys to know, that I do vent more than this. Just not here.
  
  
  This is probably my last vent in this blog and im going back to my private one.

MEHHH

I dont think Im the most fortunate girl in the world? you know why?

This eye disease has been bothering me for the past month. I've been to the doctor and he prescribed me pills and vigamox. I tried to follow the dosage intake, since I did miss a few. But I finished my pills. and now used vigamox for 7 days. My eye did not get any better. Instead it got worse. I made an appointment a week ago at 9:45 am. Yes, I missed it ): , apparently we now have to pay $50. Omq. As you know, my family isnt the richest family. We are currently financially unstable ): I'm really working hard to get a job.

Ive applied to like 3 companies already. No Luck.

But my eye. It's so itchy ): and the area around it is getting dry. It looks demented now ): and I would get this discharge every morning.
I also have exams, and im breaking out more often. like alot.
Life sucks. I know.
I need the cash.
Oh God please help me.

xo

Life is rough.

As you all know, Ive had this blog since 2008, which was 4 years ago. and omg I love looking back at my childish drawings, and my innocent-word-usage, LOL its not that I use vulgar terms now.
Moreover, I really really love how my dad pursued me to scan my drawings and put it up here. I love my dad.
and out of those four years, I have never checked this thing called stats in my dashboard, and so I clicked on it, and daaaaaang. I got referenced on Kid's Learn to Blog, describing my blog "as sharing my works"and such. But yeah. Im quite glad I got into this blog then. and Im really proud of myself, since I still manage to post stuff despite my busy, hectic schedule as a grade 10 , yes I started this blog when i was 11 years old , W o w.

sigh. Ive been really busy with everythinng and  I have a huge math test tomorrow too. I swear, I get to go on this blog, whenever I have a math test the next day.

What I learned in religion class today:
If was life was easy, then it would not be life anymore.
such wise words to live by.

Life is Rough~~

If you don't have anything nice to say. Please just don't speak at all.

Life definitely needs this.

UGGGH, I am in need of that!!! I wish there was one! hmph :(
Oh welllllll. W.E . 
http://idontgetlife.tumblr.com/ - it says everything.

EEEEP :">

I love them :"> out of a 1000000000 stuffed toys they are the ONES :)
they're always with me every night. LOOOL.
Meeeet them.

• Carrot- I got her when I was 10 :"> . ahaha. I was about to name her Carol but then . Naaaah it doesnt sound cute so CARRROT struck my mind :]. She's 3 and a half year old :)
• Easter - Got her this Easter :) she's fluuuffy!
• Blooey- She has a very Big head for her puny body :) <- that's what makes her ADORABLE!

LOOOL. I got lots of stuffed toys back in the Philippines.
my lifestory the END/ ahaah. LOLJK

Friends...

FRIENDS.

It all says it ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

I heart my Friends :)

I made a poem for them to show my true feelings. <- LOOOOOL. That sounded so CHEESY eeew!

so I restate it to : I made a poem for them to show how much I looove them :">"

The background image are my friends, but I intentionally covered their faces for privacy purposes :)

You love those strokes, bluue strokes? :) ahahaha.

FOOLLOW - http://idontgetlife.tumblr.com/

I often wonder why...

I often wonder why?
Well it's a self-explanation kind of thing :) When you're bored you usually check the time every second until it ends, while you're having fuuun you dont care about time, you're extremely focused on having fun!
Expanding ---- You cant focus on boredness . LOOL, you're bored so yea!
It's from MY tumblr, btw.

NOTE THAT my tumblr URL WAS pandecocolove.tumblr.com, but I changed it a few months ago to http://idontgetlife.tumblr.com/

I laugh, they look , so what?

"I dont care how lound Im laughing . Im having fun and you're not "

Oh yes I CERTAINLY do not give a blahblah, how loud I laugh, I TREASURE those moments, cuz nowadays, I dont laugh like I used to :(.

SO people LAAAUGH ALL YOU CAN. and dont mind the people talking about the loudness of your laugh, like seriously WHO CARES? ahaha. LOLJK, but yeah, YOU ARE YOU , THEY ARE THEM , you all have diff. personalities so why care about what other people think???

ahaha, Im giving u a life lesson eh? :P

but its VERY TRUUUUE INDEEEEEED xP

*Typography by Rizelle Arrogante COPYRIGHTED!