Look what I got!

 

Yay!
Ok so, I got Adobe Photoshop CS5 EXTENDED !!!!
I've stuck with my old photoshop which freezes everytime I use the gradient tool. and yes it sucks -.-
But now, yes. I got itttt, wish i got cs6 tho , but we cant always have what we want cant we?

Anyways, the above photo shows what Im currently working on!  I just finished exams last month , and 2nd semester has been REALLY hectic. I mean, I have no idea why i took physics?! I didnt know it was gonna be that hard, thought Oh its just math whatsoever, but as usual I was wrong. Boo me. and i have english too. I hate thesis papers ahhh, one of the reasons why Im planning on not going to university! Just good 'ol college :)

Ill put up THAT new creation of mine soon? Idk when
But it's a poem by Shel Silverstein and I LUV HIM

E X A M S

oh dear. Exams oh exams. They're less than a week away and I haven't really started studying yet LOL
I gotta do my leadership portfolio and all .
This semester isn't that "stressful" at all.
I got this!

I won't be posting for like 2 weeks or so!

my dad rebooted the pc and...

i have no photoshop
huhu

New interest?

Lately, Ive been interested in--------- get ready for this....

fashion design!

hehe, i know its not that surprising since I do want to get a career in the arts field. But hey, Ive always wanted to be a fashion designer since I was 13 then gradually changed my interest into graphic designing since I was more intrigued in adobe photoshop and the like.
But they say, if you really want to be one, you got to REALLY WANT IT.
you should be ready for all the obstacles, difficulties and all those greedy people.
you must persevere and work hard..

uhm, persevere and working hard? Those 2 traits are HARD to put in the same sentence with my name--e.g "rizel perseveres and works hard" HAHAHA. FUNNY. So not me. I procrastinate. A LOT. I'm a big 'ol slacker

So therefore, accomplishing this goal of being a fashion designer, is gonna be a tough one! a REALLY tough one. Hmmm..


TO DO FOR 2013:

1) Plead parents to get me a sewing machine :) (YES I AM READY TO LEARN THIS THANG)

2) Get a mannequin

3)Get a NEW sketchbook DEDICATED JUST FOR DESIGNS

4)Watch more youtube videos on fashion designing (Watched 4 already! and learned a lot!)

5) SAVE UP for nine heads book :)

6) MAKE GUIDANCE APPOINTMENT..for guidance~~~

and lucky number 7

7) LEARN HOW TO SEW! LEARN LEARN LEARN!

YEAHP


HAPPY NEW YEAR :3!

You like?

Hey, its the NEW LOOK.I went for a classy, and sophisticated style. Not too artsy i guess. The only colourful section is the "HEY KIDS" bar at the right.

As you may already have noticed, I am obsessed with the colour PURPLE :3 . Heehee.

Oh Oh, I also did some image mapping from this website image-maps.com .You can now easily maneuver in this little blog of mine, from going to the AFFILIATES section to my fave COMPOSITIONS.

I did this a while ago. and i put it up on my DA which i find pointless now. LOL
I havent been doodling though, been hecka busy.

RANT//VENT//URGH!

• I STILL DIDNT GET MY PAYCHECK. IM CALLING THEM TOMORROW OMG. ITS BEEN MORE THAT 2 WEEKS

• OH AND I GOT A CAMP JOB. I'm a one on one counselor  of this 3 yr old non verbal kid. He's really hyper and active. I cant even. Therefore I am quitting. This is my last week. And it's really far. It's like at the other side of the world *ultimate exaggeration*, yeah but it's out of Toronto. And it takes me an hour and 10 minutes, when the bus is on time. and 2 hours if the bus takes forever. It sucks. The pay isn't much either ): .
  
  
  • Hopefully, the contract was only set for 2 weeks. If not I'm doomed. total of freaking 60$ . IT A WASTE.
  
  

• I am breaking out like crazy. I already have this regular  breakoutzz. And this summer heat, and the heavy sunscreen and occasional makeup.
  
  
  ahh life of a fifteen year old. who just wants money.
  
  SO MUCH FOR PREPARING A LIST. SEE PREVIOUS POST
  
  *i have a blog dedicated for  pouring out my ongoing life frustrations. and i am not going to mention it here ever. I just want you guys to know, that I do vent more than this. Just not here.
  
  
  This is probably my last vent in this blog and im going back to my private one.